This week did quite a lot of birthday celebration for collegue........suddenly reminds me of those sad birthday moments........I hardly look up for birthdays since then, especially my own. I think in this world, I'm the only one that wish that no one will ever remember my birthday. May be I could learn from my trainer to take leave on that day..........
My trainer have been going overseas for training.......just only come back on tuesday. When most of the trainee left after work that day, only left me the only junior there and the rest are seniors because I'm waiting for my friend. What suprise me is that my trainer thought that I'm going to stay back late, so he distributed the souvenir that he bought during training because he's rushing back home as well. When he reach my area, he skip thru me, only pass the souvenir to those senior sitting beside me. Actually, I really felt very embarrassing that time, I just quickly pack my things and leave the office as soon as possible. Feeling a bit angry the same time actually.Eventhough my friend haven't come yet but I just felt like wanna leave that place quickly.
While waiting at the lobby, I was thinking for myself. All these anger is unnecessary if he doesn't feel guilty for what he had done. It had also let me see clearly the other view of his true nature. I just feel bad for the rest of the trainees because none of them knew about this and I don't like to talk bad about ppl and spread what ever that happen that day. All of them still eager to celebrate the trainer's birthday that coming friday. Hope that it'll increase his guilt feeling.
God always let me see clearly everyone's true nature......really thankful for that. At least I won't be so innocently worship some ppl that I thought is a good leader.
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