Severe Communication Breakdown

Lately couldn't think what to update here.....a lot had happen but don't know where to start. Now is Hari Raya celebration, I took one day off last friday just to clear my leave........actually to clear my head as well.

I don't know why a lot ppl always misunderstood me, I'm already tired of straighten things up. Is it that I'm passing the wrong message around?? Eventhough I hardly express myself??
Another problem is that I always have communication breakdown......I wonder is it me or the opposite ppl getting it wrong. Besides, some also hardly listens to me especially whenever I speak to Joe Ann, I noted that I haven't even finish 10% of what I wanted to say but she already not listening. I also felt stupid to even continue to talk to her......Lesson no. 1: I should only speak to ppl that really wanted to listen to me.

Then during lunch, some of my collegue asked me something, I haven't got the chance to answer, someone 'kindly' had already answer for me. When I wanted to defend myself on that someone's statement, it make me look more bad and rude. Lesson no. 2: The best to do during moments like this is to just smile and continue eating your lunch. Who bothers what you going to say......

Then on friday, my dad mention that wanted to go to my uncle's house for dinner. But I don't feel like going, besides I need to fetch my bro later. But he insist to want me to go by saying that he'll pick him up on the way there. So he called up my bro, suprisingly saying that I'll go fetch him later. Ok which part of the conversation did I miss?? So I end up back at home and waiting for my bro. Lesson no. 3: Always insist to do things your own way which is always the best way.

Talking about communication breakdown.......even talking in the same language something like this will definitely occur. Sometimes I wish that I was a baby back then, at least someone can got it right what I actually wanted.