Miserable

This lately my blood pressure really going to raise like mad........don't worry it's not hypertension. It's just that certain ppl were making my life miserable.

Last week a new worker come, and of course I have to be the one to teach her all the things because no one else wanted to teach her. So of course I'll be teaching her things that I practice all these while.........then after finish explaining everything from A-Z, here come these ppl come and complain about this and that, so making her more confuse. It's not only her, I myself also confuse.........so I don't wanna bother about it anymore, as long as I did my part, whether right or not according to some ppl I also not going to bother about it. Going to use the 'I don't care' attitude.....or else later i really end up having hypertension......touch wood.

Today had a review with our CEO, of course it's such a waste of time......but then still have to listen to their boring presentation. In the hall, I know I'm searching for someone..........but what am I hoping for ?? Of course I saw him but then what I get from all these?? Only disappointment.......eventhough we meet again at lif while on the way back, but I look like invisible woman, he just look thru me and talk to the staff behind me.

Why I always fall so easily for someone?? A big lesson in the past doesn't seems to be effective to make me aware of the same mistake I going to repeat. Is there anyway that I could really make this 'love' thingy to be out of my life forever??