No where is safe

Yesterday having terrible monday blues..........may be slept too much during weekends. Today felt much better.

Yesterday stay at office til 6 something due to the traffic jam, I prefer to stay and do some work than to waste time stuck in the car and not moving an inch. My trainer very suprise to see me still working.......he message me and told me that I can do it tomorrow and asked me to go back. Hahaha.........I think he's the only trainer that don't allow trainee to stay back so late. Actually is quite true, it's no longer that safe here, especially at night for a girl to walk alone to the parking lot and drive. But then I don't have other choice as none of my collegue stay near my area, so it's really quite hard for me to actually find someone to car pool with. So what I could do is just try to park somewhere safer and make sure that wherever I go is safe.

Since I'm a local here......born and live here for my whole life......I know when and where I should be alert. Sometimes situation will force us to be independent and mature........depends on how much exposure you encouter. I still remember once during schooling time, I walk back by myself and an Indian guy riding a bicycle nearly molest me.......luckily I dodge in time......I couldn't imagine anything worse can happen. I have no other choice to use other alternative as that route is the only way to go back my place......the only thing I could do is be alert and pray god I won't see him again. But luckily I really never saw him again..........whenever drove pass that area, it'll always remind me to be alert always.

Actually I even thought of getting a bf to accompany me that time.......haha so immature thought. Nowadays, it's not that easy to find someone that really care about you that much.........so like what I always say it's better to depend on yourself.