Hhmm........may be fooling your mind is a good way to actually think positively. I use to be very sad if people tend to forget me in doing things.....no matter it's a big thingy or small thingy.....my heart is just itching to be part of it.
Nowadays, I know that no matter how hard I force them to include me........there will always be a moment where they definitely will forget me completely......so what the heck that I trouble myself so much. Since they have forgotten me, I should just be happy about it, why should I bother as they are the one to supposed to feel bad for leaving me out again. It's not that I could die just because they left me out, I'm stil breathing and alive.......plus I'm not that desperate to be with them. They left me out is their lost.......
So lately I really enjoy myself a lot.......with all sorts of people that I mix with. I don't belong to anyone or any group.......I belong to myself.
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