The moment when I decided to leave here, I have already make up my mind.

Please let me remind you, you are the one that push me away. Eventhou I wish you will regret with what you have done, but it seems like you are putting the blame on me. Blaming me for not being a true friend. I got nothing much to say. As a friend, I have already did my best.

I wonder whether you still remember the robbery that causes you to bleed with head injury? I think I won't be forgeting this for the rest of my life, to see a friend to bleed non stop, desperately trying to contact all your family members but none is reachable, stuck - not sure what else can I do besides accompany you til the ambulance came and comforting you that everything will be fine when I don't even know whether is it true.

Sometimes I did wonder what if I didn't went down looking for you..... Everyone been asking me how come I sense something is wrong and went down looking for you. I just knew somehow, may be I care.

Well, I guess, this is it. Thank you my friend, please be real to yourself.