Appraisal just over few days ago, I guess it's quite shocking for everyone to see me in the room for 2 hours. When came out, everyone been asking me why so long. Of course I'm not telling them what's going on inside. I'm not like them, comment all the good stuff, saying how 'good' the superior management are. I just let it all out.....I trust my team leader wouldn't spread it to the other colleagues. But for my assistant manager, I doubt whether she'll keep it P&C (which she suppose to), but anyway I don't even bother. If she spread it all out to others, I could only say I won't respect her as a AM.
My leader is quite suprise to heard all those comment for me, I guess that I've been too quiet and just digest the whole problem myself whether I like it or not. Besides, can't blame him too because he's not around most of the time, not like my AM, just turn a deaf ear to whatever she knows. I don't like the way she do things, she told me it's a small matter. I'm not sure whether is it she have a very narrow mind, or I'm just thinking too much. But all these small matter collectively is the main cause for most of my friends to tender their resign letter in the first place. I guess that to hire new people and train all over again for a few months is easier for her than to keep potential staff back.
I know she's going to hate me more for this, I not going to bother whether these were going to affect my bonus. I know what am I made of, if she rate me badly I could only say sorry for the company for forcing another potential worker off to another company. Currently the company is overflooded with cases, I'm now only waiting it to hit the threshold so that I could open the champagne to celebrate that we are all drowned.
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