This really wasn’t what I really want…….what do I want actually? No one is talking thru their heart, that’s how I look at people nowadays. Am I being too depress to think like that? Or I’m just being realistic? I really don’t understand, all of us working in the same company, all working towards one goal. Why there’s still competition between staff? Is that what they always call as ‘office politics’? Then I really know that I suck in this kind of politics and definitely not a good player. Just now there’s been a heavy rain and the traffic was just ‘terrific’. So I stay put in office, trying to be a kind soul, clearing some cases without claiming money for OT. But seniors don’t want to let me do. OK I don’t mind, I did put an effort by asking work from them, so it’s not my problem. Anyone should be glad to have a staff like me, but not in this company. After being in the actual work flow for 1 month, it doesn’t seem to satisfy me, it seems to frustrate me more. May be this work isn’t what I really want in life. I know I could survive here but then I might not be happily survived. May be I shouldn’t bother about those office politics and just create a world of own. Doing things that I’m happy at…….
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