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All I'm asking is just a normal happy family. But it's too much for the god to give me. After a whole day work, thought of seeking some warmth or some happiness from home. But it seems like impossible for me......to create a quiet and peaceful place also need so much effort.

I'm tired......tired of trying to hold things all together.....tired of making the impossible possible.....tired of making all the sacrifice that go down the drain afterwards........

Sometimes how I wish I could tell someone all these.......just lend me a listening ear or a shoulder to cry on........but I know is impossible. I was not born to be strong.........but I was force to become strong.