'Please don't leave me....'
How could I forgot those words utter from her trembling mouth. Blood is everywhere. She's in great pain. 'I will not leave you no matter what' is all that I could say and holding her hands hoping it could ease her pain. I'm very scare, tears are accumulating....but I have to be tough....I have to be strong....no one else is there....
The moment when I couldn't contact her family at all, I nearly breakdown but I can't. Forcing myself to keep my sanity and think think what other ways to contact them. Glad that luck is at my side and help is everywhere.... when I needed the most.
Bit by bit....the problems are solved slowly also. Seeing that she's fine....I'm relieved.
Today I thought I could make it thru the day but I was wrong. News come to me on how the incident happen. Only I notice their target was actually me. I'm very shocked. I tremble while at work and couldn't concentrate at all. Was going to have nervous breakdown too. I just request a off day cause I really need it and was crying all the way back.....
I didn't expect you to hug me this moment. I struggle....still trying to be strong. But you hug me even more that I give in. I cried in your arms......
Everything just happen too fast....may be too fast that couldn't take it.....
May be I just need some rest.....
Thursday, February 10, 2011
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