Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Hating this company more and more......ever since new management take place. No one bother about our benefit anymore. Currently wanted to strip of our benefit which is entitled to us. On what basis?? Short of man power.......

If they continue doing this, they definitely going to have great shortage of people as they are the one that chase them away. If it isn't they so cruel holding on our bonus until April, I sure already tender my letter for some time already.

Not sure why some staff so stupid to withdraw their resignation letter, but if I were them, I definitely will hit my head against the wall for doing such stupid decision. Is not that they counter offer them with better benefits, it's also not that offer with higher position or what.

Really don't understand.....am I the only person sane and thinking right??

Sunday, February 22, 2009

Another 5 more days......not sure what will happen. Dare not think about it......will there's will be miracle?
Mian wanted to intro one of her friend to me. After seeing the picture, I just don't know. Just felt that it's a bit abnormal, it's not the person abnormal......but it's the whole introduction thing. I'm not sure bout others.....I just feel that it's so weird for 2 people that had knew each other to click and now with 2 total strangers......seems like mission impossible to me.
Currently I just don't know.....don't know what's right, what's wrong.....
Can just exclude me from all these?? Can just let fate lead the way??

Friday, February 13, 2009

很快的明天就是情人节,我一直等待着别人约我出去。当电话收到短信或电话响时,就觉得很开心,多么希望是告白,怎么知道只是个广告......
再过两个星期就是我的生日,真的希望奇迹可以实现......

Monday, February 9, 2009

I will be strong, I'm not going to linger around anymore. Enough is enough. I don't even bother what other thought of me, as this is my life, I'm the one that have to live it, I'm the main character in it and I'm not going to waste it by doing things that other people wants me to do, especially those people which only took part in my life when I'm up and not when I'm down.
For those look down on me, thanks for doing so, I'm going to proof that your eyes were totally blind and your brain were too stupid to think correctly. You are missing something great and you will regret in future, trust me.
For those who always hurt me deep down, thanks for letting me know your true colours. At least now I'm immune to great pain and in future I know that there's nothing more could hurt me more as I already experienced the worst part.
For those who abandone me when I'm great pain, thanks for letting me to learn to stand up and letting me to learn to be independant from the hard way. Currently I'm able to do more great things without depend on other people.
In my life, these obstacles are not going to stop me, it will only make me a better person. Be thankful...

Saturday, February 7, 2009

嗨......好不容易我才打算要去gathering,怎么知道有那么多事发生,那么多人烦,搞到我现在已不想去了。

最近,一直无法做对的decision,每个都让我后悔。难道是因为我一直think negatively,而attract 来的?难道the secret真的有效?看来我必须改变我的思想了,或继续自己骗自己吧。

Monday, February 2, 2009

今天朋友约去唱K,虽然真的很闲空,但到最后还是推了他们。已不是第一次了,之前的团圆饭,我也推了。总是觉得我不应该开心的吃喝玩乐......这星期五又有开工饭,不知该用什么借口了。希望明天开工了不会再那么isolate自己。