Biological clock

Lately have been wake up very early.......even before the alarm rang. It's not that I slept early or what......but somehow my biological clock seems to tick faster. I did try to sleep back but fail, so I just wake up and prepare to go work. It has already been going on for few days already....is it due to the stress from work? Or is it that something on my mind that I just couldn't let it go?

Today already Saturaday, still having the same problem. But anyway I still have to work today, so doesn't make any difference. I'm just afraid tomorrow that I'll be waking up 6am again. May be I should try to make myself more tired......Ok off to work already.

人缘改善了？

最近觉得在公司，人缘好像慢慢改善了，至少与其他人有更多相处，有说有笑.....其实我也发觉到好像有人一直注意着我，不管走到哪里，总有人会以奇怪的眼神看着我......那种眼神，我也分不出是ham sap，还是看美女.....总之是让我觉得不舒服啦。

Eng 前天与上次去台湾的朋友去喝茶，他们刚好带了个新朋友，介绍给Eng 认识。Eng 和我说那男的蛮和我等对，想介绍给我。她也开始为我担心了.....我只是对她微笑，其实目前为止我不知道自己在什么状况，更不知道自己要什么。一直以来，从未想过有人会与我分享我生活中的每一滴.......而且爱情这种事我也无法控制，随缘吧.......

废人不需理会

前天，其实已很不舒服了，早上开始就头晕，肚子也很痛。又不敢MC因公司太多工作了，人手不够。怎么知道又有fire drill，还要爬下15 floor，下到去后再走去集合的地方，我已在飘了，又冒冷汗和脸色苍白。过后还要走去Pavillion。Farewell 后下起大雨，没人带雨伞，结果又去淋雨。回到公司已发高烧了。But 我还是忍到做完OT 才回家......真是工作狂。

昨天，肚子还是很涨，没办法只好请假去看医生。医生说是胃风。公司也没人call 我，问我状况如何。今天，午餐时，Joe Ann 竟然说我假假，当时的我很生气，竟然这样形容我.......算了拉，她迟早会有报应的。我对得住天地良心......不需为这些废材的一句话波坏我一整天的好心情。

收到公司senior对我的肯定，其实我已很开心了，至少我并不像我想象中那么没用。下个月还被派去外面training，好难得的机会.......好事一个连一个，如果爱情也能那么顺利就很好了。我好贪心........有谁不贪心的呢？

Life...

Life is too short to wake up with regrets. So love the people who treat you right.. Forget about the ones who don't. Believe everything happens for a reason. If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.

Gambate !!

我最近不知道自己在做什么......只觉得好像要把自己搞得很忙很忙。上个星期，只顾着工作，星期六也是。星期日有的休息但还是跑出去一整天，去Tesco啦，书展啦，shopping啦......花了好多钱，问题是不觉得心痛。可能买东西给自己是理所当然的吧，更何况自己工作得那么辛苦。

今天，他们给我个重要的task做，很开心，终于我不需做清理白板的工作，想回去只觉得浪费人才。现在就是我要发挥我的能力的时候了，加油！