Tend to be different...

Am I being stupid? Everyone's choosing the day shift, but I and OYP choosen the night shift. This includes next week, everyone taking leave on Mon and Tue for the coming CNY but the both of us didn't.

Actually from other ppl's eyes, we look extremely pity.....the fact is that everyone has to choose either Jan or Feb to have night shift, the only problem is that we both choose Jan.......may be in that sense that we're different from others that make us look so pathetic.

Well......for next week, with only 15 ppl coming to work on Mon and Tues, may be I should be feel lucky to be one of the 15 ppl. May be this is what they call commitment to the company.....or in other words sacrifice.....

As a local breed here, I don't know what else to do if I were to take leave, besides being a pig......sleep, eat, watch tv etc. May be by looking at this positively........I can save my leave for my coming travelling trip and may be to impress some seniors in how 'commitment' I am to the company......lol.

大扫除

Chinese New Year were just 16 days away........House cleaning is a must for everyone, never knew there's so much dust staying with me for that long. It's time to say bye bye to them........

A new year, a new beginning........lately have been changing a lot, did a lot of 'internal' spring cleaning as well. All those memories were all history.........kept far behind the unconscious side of my brain, unlikely to be triggered out as it had already been sealed with time. I no longer linger on the past.........the future is what I concern most right now. Am I being cruel or cold-hearted? I could only answer 'Everyone have to move on with life......What ever that was done, we're unable to undo it........The only thing we can do is make full use of the time we have now and live with no regrets............'

Luck

Last week was full of great challenges............luckily I'm strong enough to face it. Last friday, the seniors wanted to go to Ampang to try the most famous Yong Tau Foo............being the only junior who's staying in Ampang. I've to actually bring them there. I've to actually do 'research' as the last time I been there was like nearly 10 years ago. Luckily we manage to reach there without getting lost. Imagine how big responsibility that is......bringing 11 people to somewhere I myself not that sure.

Saturday was our company's yearly outing......to Genting !! During the treasure hunt........eventhough we didn't manage to get 5th place and above but we gain a lot. It's a good experience working as a team. During the dinner, we manage to 'vow' the crowd by dressing so 'outstanding'. We manage to won the 2nd prize for Best Costume (Table category) and our King manage to won 3rd prize for Best Dressed Male Costume. But the greatest prize of all is that I won a lucky draw. It's the 4th Grand prize........RM 1000 travelling voncher. Hahahaha................I never got so lucky before especially in Lucky Draw. Really didn't imagine that when I'm lucky is really that damn lucky to get such a big prize. Now planning to see where to travel.......haha. I really needing this vacation.....which comes in the right time.

Our King even went to gamble.... I suggest a number for him to bet since I won a lucky draw hoping my luck is still strong.....lol and he really won double the profit, he's going to treat us lunch tomorrow. Yeah.......free lunch........haha.

Seems like my luck has been changing........it's been quite a long time that I didn't have such feelings............all of a sudden I thought that I'm still dreaming..........but it's really happening. The envelope containing my travel voucher is right in front of me.............those picture taken during our dinner was still in my camera.........every details...........I really should appreciate all these momments.

容易受伤的女人

今天去吃午餐时，不小心又跌倒........嗨，这样也会跌，路很平呢，又不关鞋的事，ok 啦，就承认是自己糊涂，容易受伤的女人这代号非我莫属........lol。愚的是在其他同事面前跌，算了啦，我之前已经‘famous’ 了，这次当作是广告.....哈哈。

现在膝盖很痛，脚指头也受伤，手掌也是.....刚刚冲凉真痛苦.....也只能怪自己，还好这星期六的Annual Dinner 我是穿长裙，不然真的很难看........

不知道我们会赢那best costume奖金吗？听说有一个team打扮成police and prisoner，好有创意哦.......But 我们一定会赢的，may be 他们的costume 没我想象中那么好看.......我们一定是第一！

What a good rest !!!!

Monday on MC, only work on Tuesday and Wednesday as Thursday is a holiday and Friday I apply leave.

This week was so relaxing for me.......at least I did a lot of shopping. Thursday morning had a very full breakfast with my uncles, they can really eat. After that, went to the supermarket to buy the usual household grocery. On Friday, went to shopping all by myself at Times Square, didn't really got much stuff there as the mega sales just ended.

But luckily went to Sogo with my mom on Saturday, at least at there manage to buy something to wear for the coming Chinese New Year. I bought 2 sandals, 1 jeans, 1 shirt and 1 small hand bag. My mom got a shock as if I just won a lottery for shopping so madly. May be it's been quite a while since the last time I went for shopping. The whole November and December last year were just busy working, don't really spend time on shopping, and most importantly is I miss out the mega sales......sob sob.

Tomorrow have to start work, after been waking so late this few days, I really need to sleep early tonight so that I won't have a terrible Monday blues tomorrow. This week should be a great week for me, I don't know why but I just have this weird happy feeling.

MC

Today finally is my very first time on MC, after longing for a MC desperately since last month........

Not that I plan for this MC, it just happen like that. Actually I've been having the urge of wanted to vomit even since last few weeks, only today that I finally vomitted. The Dr said that my stomach is full of wind but still fit for work....the Dr was so inconsiderate , I already vomitted 3 times on the way to the clinic, and he said that I'm fit for work !? I don't bother about that and I definitely don't want to vomit all the way to work. I just ask him to give me a MC, otherwise I'm leaving right away. Drs nowadays........I'm now even felt slightly dizzy, I wonder did he really checked me properly.

Anyway, it is better to prevent than to cure......hhmm.....how to prevent air from entering my stomach?? Lol.......

End the torture!!

Just only the 5th day of New Year, yet my days were full of obstacle.........Hoping that all these will end with the coming of lunar year on 7th Feb.

Today went to try some costume for our company annual dinner........some of my friend bought their boy friend as well. OK may be the main point is that I don't have a boyfriend to bring. But then when I saw another colleague come alone, which makes me feel better as I still have so many friends to accompany me.

Actually there's a lot things in life that I had already miss out, may be all these contribute to what I am right now. I should really face the day and live everyday to the fullest, not regretting on the past and depress about what I should have done. All these while I have been pulling myself back from a lot opportunities in front of me.......the consequences is what I have to bare right now and I really don't like it that way.

Lately been reading 'The Secret' which is a self-help book, just finished 2 chapter, I feel that it's a good book to read, especially those really depress and full of negative thoughts like me.........going to continue few more chapter today.

Good Bye 2007

2007 就这样过了，一直到最后一天，都是痛苦的在过.....

工作方面，虽然一直尽力做最好，可惜没得到认同，除此之外，还被人误会....这些我无法控制，只好自我安慰，也不可望有人会了解我的痛处。就算我是公司的一分子，我永远都是被遗忘的那一位....

亲情方面更令人失望，我好不容易可以迟点上班，好不容易终于有个时间休息，拜托妈载弟弟去上班，怎么知道她却借口多多，到最后没给我个confirm的答复，到最后还是我爬起来载弟去公司。这种家.....还算家吗？婆又发疯，爸又有外遇，妈只顾自己，只是吃和睡......嗨.........不知该如何形容.......

这些事也只有我知道而已，身边没一个可以帮我分担.......而且我不需要别人的同情，同情只让我觉得更可悲。

希望2007带走这些伤心的回忆.......